HOLLA HOLLA TRICK

so lately i've been having a great time over here.  no problems and nothing that really matters to me has went sour. I've noticed more people lately complaining about the most ridiculous things, but i've come to accept that i'll never understand how anyone can be so shallow.  so i've started trying to help.  i've been talking to my friends about more things that really matter, the stuff that really means a lot to them.  it has brought us closer together and i feel like i've helped them to realize that just living life to the fullest is way more fun than always thinking about the fun you had in the past.  i also spoke to an old friend about our past and future... we've always got along exceptionally well but for some reason i was frightened that it might change.. but she reminded me that it wouldn't have lasted this long if changes were going to pull us apart    =)     shout out to main bitch!!

HEY EVERYBODY

i just found out how the leopard got its spots!  

worst night ever *check*

worst timing ever *check*

worst choice of person *check*

next time i'm really thinking long and hard before i do something stupid.  if you read this and you care for me, make sure really i do think long and hard.  

DUDE

I'm so stoked on life right about now. Thanksgiving was amazing and i couldn't be happier about how it turned out with my family. Then on black friday I got to work the evening shift in the shop. I have never seen more people in one mall than when I showed up at 4 and the parking lot was full, the stored were shoulder to shoulder and people were waiting just to walk into stores. Great times spent just shooting teh bull with people before I talk them into buying stuff. I went out to the Gap and got hooked up with some 60% off sweaters! Yeah boi!

Oh how I

would love for people who I can talk honestly with.

this is it

this apartment is above a bar.  it's basically like a volcano of babes.  the babes just spew out of the top and into your place.  i mean, can it get any better?

You know who you are,

Don't hang up this time

I know it was me who called it over but

I still wish you had fought me till your dying day

if spring can take the snow away, can it melt away all your mistakes?

today i realized a few things that, sad as it seems, i've never noticed before.  i'm really tired of people that are fake, even in the slightest bit.  so i'm calling everyone out on it, better be on the lookout cause i might be hiding behind a bush just to call bull shit! 

so it led me realize that some of the things i've been shooting for in life i'm only doing to make other people happy.  why would i do that? i'm not sure, but i feel better knowing i'm doing what i really want.  i've also been spending a lot of time on garageband playing instruments and my buddy teaches me keys and how instruments flow with each other.  i have absolutely no concept for how to keep time.. mad props to ANDY for putting all my ideas into action, he is a genius on the musical typing.  

p.s. if you're a girl and reading this, you'll love me too